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大和守安定。 ([personal profile] yasusada) wrote in [personal profile] jyoshu 2015-08-17 05:02 am (UTC)

[ At this moment, what he's concerned with is the other's words. That and the sounds of nature playing it's music as the fireflies flutter by to dance in the moonlight's glow. Like this, it's alittle more peaceful is what he thinks. He feels that being right here may be enough for him to rest easy just for the night. There's been nothing but worry as the uchigatana bends his knees so that he can place his arms to rest upon them.

His brow raises at the action of the other resting his chin in fluffy but wild hair, making a home for himself which he invites without pushing away. Perhaps, he's trapped in what Horikawa is saying about the situation and that alone is enough to cause Yamato to hold his breath. He allows it to finally leave from his lips -- that breath of air as a hand lightly wraps around the arm that digs behind his chestplate. It's not anything painful at all but he speaks just for a moment. ]


Are you sure it isn't an excuse, it seems even when we aren't at the citadel, you still wish to look after us and others. Even after I.. [ His words fall into silence as he can't bring himself to admit the action he's done to him. Even now, he releases the other's arm and watches as the bread is broken into two and Horikawa can speak the words that Yamato was unable. ]

I broke you.. and you have no reason to do this for me. [ He leans back a little more into the warmth of the other, he should feel silly for this but.. ] And yet, here you are; doing this. I am taking responsibility for what I've done but even so.. even if you weren't broken, I'd protect you like this anyway. I won't allow any harm to come to you as long as I'm here. I can't protect everyone.. though my kouhai was brave enough to give me the title to do so.. I feel good about.. if I'm able just to protect you without fail.

[ He eyes the bread for just a moment as he watches it hover before his lips, for once does Yamato open his mouth and lean forward. His teeth lightly running against Horikawa's fingers to hook at the bread and his lips brushing ever so softly in order to remove the piece from Horikawa's grasp. The bread isn't the best quality when first given to them but it'll do as he slowly chews and swallows it down. He's glad for the small piece and he feels a little greedy asking for another. ]

Don't you think I have enough energy because when I'm with you -- a fellow Shinsengumi.. I want to protect our cause and everything we have done. You are a comrade. .. So, I'll try to do better for myself so that we and everyone else can stay safe.

[ His stomach growls a bit as he only attempts to get comfy, closing his eyes just for a moment as he takes in this moment. ]

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